Can Alters in DID/OSDD Be Demons? Why They Can Feel That Way
Often triggered by other people’s interpretations, some people who have DID or OSDD worry that they are possessed or have parts who are demons. It is understandable that people develop these worries when:
- parts say things that are extreme or threatening
- parts claim to be demons
- others (families, religious communities, online spaces) interpret it this way
This fear can feel very real and very unsettling, especially when the experience itself feels intense or out of control.
Why it can feel that way
Parts that are feared as “demonic” often have specific characteristics that make them feel different from other parts. They can:
- feel separate, unfamiliar, or “not me”
- can feel as though they are not under any control but their own
- speak in ways that feel intrusive, extreme, threatening, or absolute
- present with identities that feel non-human, symbolic, or frightening
- have back stories that seem to confirm their claims
- hold emotions that feel disproportionate or overwhelming
These experiences can feel qualitatively different than those with other parts or from ordinary thoughts. They can feel very “other” or as though they originate from another source.
When something inside you feels separate, intense, and difficult to control, it can make sense that your mind tries to explain it as something external, even if it’s not.
Where those experiences come from
It might be hard to believe that such parts are parts like any other in your system and not demons. Looking at them through a trauma-informed lens, we may begin to understand them better.
Trauma-based roles
Although it might be difficult to see, these parts are often protectors using fear, aggression, or control to try to accomplish their goals of keeping the system safe as they see it. In addition to protections, these parts often focus on containment of traumatic memories and emotions, defense, and the expression of anger or fear. They may believe that the only way they can be successful in their jobs is through intensity, harshness, and opposition.
Internalized messages
These parts may believe and act as they do as a result of their experiences growing up, often in environments where fear or control was used. They may have come to believe the abusive things they were told were truth. They might have accepted the assertion from others that they were evil; after all, as little children, adults seem to have all the answers. Additionally, children learn from role models. These so-called demonic parts may talk the way they do because it’s all they learned from the role models they had. If caregivers or authority figures were harsh and cruel, these parts learned to be, too.
Protective strategies
Cruel and abusive language and threats of harm may not look like attempts to protect. These extreme presentations are attempts to prevent harm (even if it’s by threatening harm), to enforce rules that are intended to minimize harm, and to maintain the control they believe they need in order to succeed in their roles. These parts use fear to attempt to control the behavior of others within the system. They often escalate in intensity as perceived danger increases. Their extreme identities are often a strategy to maintain distance or power. What feels threatening is often something that developed in childhood to protect in very different circumstances. Now, even though the intent continues to be to protect in some way, the method seems harsh, frightening, or confusing.
Brief, contained acknowledgment of spiritual interpretations
Some people people understand these experiences through a spiritual or religious lens. This page cannot speak to those except to respect those beliefs.
In terms of DID and OSDD, an official diagnosis explicitly rules out a religious explanation. That is, if the person having the experiences comes from a cultural or religious background that believes in spiritual possessions and explains their experiences as possession, the DSM-5-TR disallows a diagnosis of DID or OSDD. However, a technicality like that offers little comfort to people with these disturbing experiences and worries.
To address this, I would like to share what psychiatrist Richard Gallagher, a devout Roman Catholic, has come to believe about this topic. In his book Demonic Foes: My Twenty-Five Years as a Psychiatrist Investigating Possessions, Diabolic Attacks, and the Paranormal, he explored his experiences as a psychiatrist with people who claimed to be possessed by demons. He concluded, based off his clinical work and off his participation in many exorcisms performed by the Catholic church, that demon possession is real, although not common. Most importantly for our purposes here, he states this:
On the other hand, in my clinical work I have never known any DID patients to demonstrate paranormal features, as a true case of possession does, or to act in ways that would not easily be understood by a skilled mental health professional as anything other than an example of severe psychological problems, regardless of the patient’s cultural or religious background (Gallagher, p. 121).
Leaving aside his characterization of DID as “severe psychological problems,” which this website insists are, instead, adaptations that no longer fit the present needs, Dr. Gallagher attributes a fair amount of blame for the belief that DID can involve demonic possession to “poorly trained therapists and counselors of religious backgrounds.”
While I am in no position to speak categorically to the topic of demonic possession, I can say that I have yet to meet a “demonic” part who was truly demonic.
Let’s turn now to what can be consistently observed and worked with: how these experiences function within the person’s internal system.
What we consistently see in DID/OSDD
Across DID and OSDD, these experiences follow consistent patterns:
- organized internal systems which include parts with roles, consistent patterns over time, and relationships within the system
- state-dependent memory and experience
- predictable internal dynamics, including conflict, protection, and attempts to communicate
These parts are not random. They are not independent entities acting without context. Their patterns reliably fit a trauma-based model of structural dissociation. These patterns of behavior align with how the mind organizes experience under overwhelming conditions.
What helps vs. what increases distress
How these parts are addressed can have an outsized impact on them and on the system as a whole.
What tends to increase distress:
When parts are treated as:
- invasive
- unwanted
- enemies
- not belonging to the system
- dangerous
- needing removal from the system
several outcomes become likely:
- fear increases
- internal conflict escalates
- parts may become more extreme or defensive
- distress and instability often increase
What tends to reduce distress over time:
Systems tend to become more stable and less internally hostile over time when parts are approached with:
- a desire to understand their role
- curiosity about their function
- consistent attempts to communicate
Becoming able to recognize patterns and triggers can reduce some of the distress over time. Additionally, it may help to remember that, in many cases, these frightening parts developed from very young parts of the system. They have been tasked with responsibilities in their roles that would overwhelm most children and they have been doing their best even when it means they are feared or disliked by others in the system or alienated from the system.
Pulling this together
You can experience something which feels scary or separate from your system without it actually being external. These experiences have patterns, roles, and reasons that can make sense in the context of trauma. Your system developed in response to real experiences, and those patterns have reasons—even when they don’t make sense yet.
Understanding what’s happening internally can reduce fear and make these experiences more manageable over time. Even if that understanding feels far away right now, these patterns can become clearer with time, especially when these parts are understood rather than feared.
Where to go next
- If you want to better understand what parts are and why they exist, visit the Understanding Parts and Internal Roles in DID section of the website.
- If you are experiencing doubts about having DID or OSDD, visit the Could I Really Have DID or Am I Imagining It? section of the website.
